BIG NEWS!!!

I’M GETTING MARRY! FEBRUARY 15 & 16. MY DAD CHOOSE THE DATES! WHY TWO DAYS? TRADITIONAL HMONG WEDDING, OF COURSE :)

This is hands down the best concealer I’ve ever tried or used. It is call “Glamoflague” by Hard Candy, and only sold at Walmart! This baby cost around $6 and works amazingly! I have both the medium shade and light shade. This crazy tube is a super heavy, creamy, thick magic. It can even cover up tattoos! I came across this while looking for a tattoo cover up for my tattoos. I tried it, didn’t work because “medium” wasn’t my shade. I had to go back and get the lightest shade “light” to mix it and viola, I covered it. Decided to conceal this face of mines and it worked out awesome! Everything from flaws to scars were completely covered. I love this magic bottle. Sucky part is that it only comes in three shades. Anyhow, I can’t really type because I have nails on. LOL, another review at another time. I’m more into the video blogging but since the mac died, my boyfriend lent me his net book; I’m still trying to figure this thing out.

no more computer at home. the mac is completely dead, well not really, the battery needs a replacement. the house computer i dont really use. only when i want to burn music, other than that, im just on my phone. but thanks to chi, i can get on the net now. he let me borrow his laptop.

anyhow, there are two topics thats been on my mind so much. im just gonna explain briefly and will make time to really put myself out there for any interest readers and whatnot.

first one is DEATH. sometimes when im alone, driving, i always think if im really a live or dead. ever since anna was born, ever since alex, ever since chi and i had been together, everything just feels like its too good to be true. i know i sound stupid but sometimes, i really think to myself if all this is really true or am i dead? dead as in a lost wondering spirit.

second topic is LOVE. chi came to spend the weekend with me. each time he leaves back to go home, i always pack him lots of snacks, foods, water, and everything just so he doesnt fall asleep on the wheel or get hungry. as i was packing chi some pop tarts and was only going to give him one pack, i thought to myself, ‘geez, i really love this man. so am i just gonna give him one pack? what if he gets hungry. should i double pack for him?’ last night wasnt the first time that ive thought like that, its been every time. it just didnt hit me until last night.

that’s all for now for whoever is interested. ill update on these two topics later.

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